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Kuch to..

Kuch to kashish hai teri chahat me..
ki Ye doorian..meri aankhen bhar jaati hain..
ki hoon main kisi aur ki baahon me..par sanso ki khushboo teri aati hai..
ki khwaab hain mere ....par parchaian teri hain..

Kuch to baatein hain teri khamoshi me..
ki baar baar har aahat se dil tujhe dhoondta hai...
ki har saans teri yaadon ka mohtaj hai..
ki har aanso..tere mere pyar ki kaahani kehta hai..

Kuch to manzeelien hain teri in raahon me..
ki dil karta hai..tujhe paane me ..mera sab kuch kho jae..
ki har khwaish tujhse judi hai meri..
ki deewanepan har hadd le jati hai oorr teri..

Kuch to nasha hai teri meri ek mulakat me..
ki har pal dil wo lamha churana chahta hai..
ki dil tujhe toot kar chahna chahta hai..
ki mera sab kuch tujhme simat jana chahta hai...

Teri Yaad!!

Mere har zikra me..tera naam kyun aata hai..
Hai door mujhse par kyun tera khayal dil se nahi jata hai..

Ye kaisa pall hai zindgi ka..
Ki tu roye to mera dil bhar aata hai..

Par mere aanson ki kimat tu nahi samajh pata hai..

Ye kyun hota hai hamesha..
Ki tu mere jeene ki wajah bann gaya hai..

Par teri chahaton me maine apna naamo nishan na paaya hai..

Mere dil ne har baaahna tujhe pana ka hi banaya hai..
Fir kyun tune har bahane se faaslon ko badhaya hai..

Meri yaadon me koi jagha nahi hai teri..
Kaise yaad karu tujhe jab maine kabhi na tujhe bhulaya hai!!

Tera khayal aaya hai..

Aaj Bas..Ro lene do..

Aaj mujhe ro lene do..
Palkon ke aashiane me yaadon ka sailab aaya hai..
AAj is sailab ko aansu ban ke chalak jane do..

Khwabon ke tootne ki awaz ko..
Rooh me utar jane do..
Koi baat ankahi si..
Is dil ko sunne do…
Aaj mujhe ro lene do…

Akelepan ke is sannate ko..
Mujhe aahosh me bharne do..
Aaj mujhe apni Kalpana ki dunia me samane do..
Kisi haseen khwab ko mujhse lipat jane do..
Aaj mujhe ro lene do..

Khamoshi ke panah me ..mujhe sapne sanjone do..
Aaj bas ro lene do..Khud ko Kho lene do..
Aaj mujhe ro lene do..

Women's Day Special.. Mommy's Gal

"Bye Mommy" ... I can still remember how I used to shout from the gate each day.. when I used to leave for school !! But once I left home after completing my school and came down to Bangalore .. I realized there is no more shouting from the gate..there is no more nice home cooked food..no more scoldings when I don't study!! No more gifts when I do something good!! No more support when there is a dance audition the next day!! It's gone!! Over!! No Mommy to tell me.. "U have to be the best!! "..


I was upset and found an emptiness when I thoght of all these things!!

I cried and called my Mom.. n told her.. "I would like you to know one thing Mom.. One thing I never told you.. " .

She was worried and concerned to hear me crying like this!! She asked me.."What happend? Are you Al right? " ..

I told her "Yes Mom.. I wanted to tell you.. I love u.. I always did.. and I will make you proud one day" ..

Mom cried after hearing this and said.. "You have made me proud each day since you were born!! I never told u.. But you are an amazing child.. I love you too my baby!! "


That day marked a special bond between me and Mom!!
I would love to thank her on the eve of Women's day .I would like to salute her for everything she has taught me !

"Thanks Mom ..for making me what I am !!"

Shadi Shadi!!

O ma...
Ye poore country ko hua kya hua hai...Ab to kisi ka phone uthana mushkil ho gaya hai..Any guy I know would call in and break the news..Babes guess wat..
I m like...What??.."I have selected some1...I am getting engaged/comitted/married"

My 599th crush ....my PM is also getting married :( :(
These days if I get a call and someone says..Ek khush khabri hai..I am like.."Ab ye mat bolna ki tum bhi shaadi kar rae ho"..

"Anti-social" ka tag to lag hi chuka hai.."Anti-shadi element bilkul nai hu main"..
As my Mommy says "Ladki Sanskari Bahu material hai "
Ha Ha...
Main... aur bahu material..God Bless my to-be "sasural"...

Once and only once I was very upset with this love triangle which always goes on in my life..I called up Dhara..n said..
"Babes...Mera mann karta hai Nun ban jaun..."

She takes a long pause..n says"Sau Sau choohe khake..billi Haz ko chali"...
Dhara : "Kitne crushes the tere..bataio zara"
Me : aaaa.......aaa....aa
Dhara :Kitno ne propose kia hai..
Me: aa...aaa...aaa
Dhara :Bakwas mat kia kar...to fir!!
Me : OK :(

Us din se..Nunn banne ka idea dropped hai!!
:( :(

Ab shadi to karni hi hogi... MOm continously gives me update.."Iski bete ki shaadi ho gai..Iski beti ki shaadi ho gai".She expects some day I open my mouth and heart and pour out a list of Ghar Jamaies she is about to have..But I confuse her saying... "Mum jo mujhe pasand hai...wo mujhe pasand nai karta..
Jo acha kamata hai..Wo acha dikhta nai..Jo acha dikhta hai..Uske saath compatiblity nai hai..Jiske saath compatiblity hai..wo Intelligent nai hai..."
Finally she gives up and says.. "Tere lie kahan se ladka khoju??"

Ab to mujhe bhi tension hone Lagi... :( :(

Somehow..all good looking guys got married..Sad :(
I am running short of options... :( :(